My Husband

Yup. The VA threw him away. He should be alive. He trusted the VA over our regular health insurance. He should be here with his wife and children. We were I guess you could say- "lucky that we were told - get our children up here - we need to say goodbye". I still can't hardly remember telling my husband of 25 years-goodbye-forever. He was totally coherant. He told me earlier that day that Jesus was in his room. The day before he told me angels were in his room. I told his nurses he was hallucinating. He couldn't have heard me but told me when I got back that he wasn't. Hours before things went downhill with Den, he looked at me and said: DON'T GO BALLISTIC MARLENE!!! DON'T GO BALLISTIC !!! I looked at him and said: I'm not sweetie. Everything is OK. I'm fine and you are fine. He tried to tell me for a couple days. I understand now. I didn't then. I wish I did know what he was trying to tell me. I miss him sooooo much. My heart and our 3 childrens hearts are so broken. And we are losing our house and will be homeless soon.