Thursday, February 16, 2012

Well - Here Goes

I took off work today to take care of important business. I had to find Car Titles, etc... things that I didn't care about and didn't want to think about - so I put several very important documents - somewhere.

I have always been extremely organized - I loved organizing cabinets, closets, drawers, EVERYTHING! I loved cleaning- dusting-vacuuming-mopping the floors. I miss my organized - clean house. I miss the old me.  But- I also think to myself - why bother with organizing, etc... I have to get a grip on my life and accept what is happening, and carry the boxes in that are in my car and start packing. I am still doing my best to be in denial. But, I know I need to wake up and be strong and be the parent my children deserve.  God Help Me

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  1. Are you moving? That alone is so stressful :0(

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  2. Hang in there! Sending prayers...hope your move goes well! You can do it!

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  3. mimi and Grampy,

    Yes we are moving. Not our choice if you know what I mean. Don't know where we will live yet.

    Thanks for the prayers lollipops! Den told me when we were saying our good-byes that we would be OK. We will be OK.

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