I'm having a very rough day

I miss him so much. I can't believe he was here one minute and then left us forever. I need him so much. Our children need him. I don't know how to handle being a single parent. Especially when it comes to our boys.

They don't have a male role model in their life. Many of Dens friends told me they will mentor our boys-be like a big brother to them-guide them-hang out with them. No one followed thru with their promises. I'm not sad for me. I'm sad for our boys.